I'm Getting Old

ouh.. it's been more than a month since i updated my blog.

hmm have been busy

anyway...

I just realised that i have a lot of things gone missing and yet... i act like they are not and they will come back to me if i dont initiate to find them. When i was younger they really somehow appear infront of me when i donwanna purposely go find them.. or i find them nonchalantly like 'haih.. u wanna come out u come out lo. if u donwant i also no choice'.. and my eyes will just scan around the area.. my hands not doing anything... then i do my own things.. then they just appear.

now.... i try to do the same thing.. and they just wont appear!!!

i feel bad so bad .. because the things that have gone missing were given by someone and.. belongs to someone.. respectively.

I cannot remember at all when and where i last saw them.

im so scared at the same time

scared that someone really took it!!

bcos i am older now and whatever i have is more worthy to steal than the stuffs i had when i was younger bcos who wants to steal a 11yr's stuff.

huuhuu.. pls come back..