who reads my blog anyway?

seriously... who reads my blog?

i totally have no idea who reads my blog other than my closest friends and cousins..

so i got shock when my mum asked me today...

what did u write about me in ur blog??

i was totally.. dumbfounded

my mum does know that i read blogs and that i have a blog of my own.. or i think she does..
she didnt seem to care bout whatever i say bout blogs anyways.
part of me felt scared bcos i knew i have written something bout her in my last post (yea yea. .i was talking bout my mum)... it was something that i am unhappy bout.. but i can clearly remember that i did not cross the line by saying SUPER LJ hurtful words bout her. so yea.. part of me was... just.. nothing..

then i said.. WHY!?
she: someone told me to go look at ur blog... THRU SMS!

**i was ... #@$%#$%#$^%$^%(*&^%$#@$%^&*(&^%$#@
i was expecting my cousins or something... telling my mum bout it during family dinners that i did not go to. but no... this 'guai guai xu xu' fella had to tell my mum thru sms.. and the funny thing is.. my mum is a woman who doesnt really care bout sms-es.. and.. there............ she read it!

then i asked.. who the $%$#% so 8!?!
she said.. my phone is outside. go look at it lo.

*meiwen ran for the phone
opens the inbox and searched for a name that she recognises.. but to no avail
then.... she came across this sms that she didnt even think of opening at first glance
the sender was....

66300

can someone tell me who the fuck is 66300?! and who would use such number or such operator to send such personal msg.

oh... the msg! for those who are super interested.. here goes:

Hi aunty, i think you should have a look at MeiWen's blog http://babybluepico.blogspot.com. Please do not tell her you have read her blog.

msg received:
11:53:49 (am)
27.09.2008

i'm sorry dear 66300 my mum told me already. i guess no matter the frequency or the temperature of our arguments.. she still loves me the most and she really wanna know wats going on.. by asking me first!!

Well..she didnt technically ask me first. she called the most tech-savvy person in the family to go to my blog and check out what her precious daughter had written. PRECIOUS WORDS indeed. it was seriously nothing!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i seriously didnt think it was something to tell my mum about and make her worry!!.. i did not say anything serious like calling her names or whatever!
haih...

but still.... she still asked me bout it bcos... she wanna hear it from me! and i guess she too didnt think that post was overboard bcos... she didnt scold me.. she only told me this..

U WILL NEVER FIND A BETTER MOTHER THAN ME!

and i totally agree with that!!

haih.. .tralalalalalalala..

i seriously dunno whether should i kiss u or kill u 66300!!
i am thinking how did u even get my mum's phone number?
so that actually prompt me to think... that.. it could be one of my cousins who did this.
shanny!??! edmund!?!
i am sure miss chan will never do this.

but seriously... aww.. didnt know my blog was widely read.. maybe not... this 66300 must be someone that i and my mum know!!! super 8 leh.. more 8 than me!
but seriously if we really dont know each other and u are some random reader who just so happen to know my mum's phone number... do also contribute to this blog by clicking on the ads u see k?..

i was so pissed when i read the sms on my mum's phone that i wanted to kill this person if i knew who he/her was.. why do something like that to me? the way my mood was and the whole message thing led to this thought..

"u want my mum to know that i complain bout her and then so that she can scold me.. and so that she can give me a tight slap so that i shall never blog bout her.. ever again issit?? wanna see me cry issit?? think that i went overtheline with this and u wanna see me punished issit?"

then my sister told me bout there's a possibility that it may just mean the other way round.. 66300 may have the intention of telling my mum about my blog so that my mum can understand me better and can be acknowledged that... her daughter MeiWen is not happy.. so that both of us can bond better or something..

maybe la................................

so thats why i say dunno whether to kill or kiss 66300..

66300!!! U BETTER REVEAL URSELF!

***go count how many 'seriously' words appear on this post then u will know how f-ing serious i really am!

OK...
actually i am not angry nor am i livid that my mum read my blog and the latest post had to be the one where i am not very happy with her.. bcos.. i am sure my mum understands and these are just... normal stuffs that i pour out to whomever willing to listen.. or in this case.. read. and... one more thing. who doesnt argue with their parents!?

but what i am most angry about is that this person has to hide behind something.. by using 66300 this number and send such a suspense-filled msg to my mum!! and turning a harmless post into one that my mum was so worried and scared about. if u didnt intend on making it thrilling.... i would have loved it if u type the words properly using the correct way.. like..

hey auntie.. did u know ur daughter has a blog?? it's quite an interesting read! maybe from there u can understand ur daughter better....?

ok whatever la huh! i totally do not know what other better ways to say it.. other than..

NOT SAYING IT AT ALL!!!..

serious who tells the blogger's mum to read the blogger's blog!?!?
like.. i tell eelin's mum..
hi auntie.. i think you should take a look at eelin's blog at eelinchai.blogspot.com..
but pls... do not tell her you read her blog!..

it's like eelin is having a serious problem or something!!

nobody does such thing one ok?? if i have the status of kenny sia or xiaxue.. then maybe la.. cause one of a kind readers do exist and it is quite obvious based on the comments given on their blogs. so.... naturally these readers would find a way to send it to their parents lo.
but i am not ok!?!!? my readers...are just a handful..

sheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeesh

this is for u... 66300!!!