despair

what time issit now?.. oh... it is 2 am..

how many days more to first paper?... 9 days...
what have i done in preparation?... nothing...
how do i feel?... terrified, scared, worry & relaxed. wtf.
how many events do i have to attend from now till 10th June?... at least 5.
I WANNA DIE CAN?!...

I totally dont understand the notes that i have copied from Mr Yoong's written white board over these months!... i suddenly feel that i have to blame someone. THANK U MR YOONG FOR UR DISORGANISATION that would certainly make my future utterly bleak-ed out.

aih.. have so many things to do but so lazy to lift a finger. my butt is always firmly planted on the wooden chair facing the laptop. and i am getting fatter and fatter each day. be prepared to accept ruthless criticisms come this 31st May. hopefully my makeup can save my big fat ass.. so that ppl shall praise how i look like a super star after mdm. eyeliner and mr. concealer work their charm on me.

pardon my eyebrows kekekeke

and SATC will hit the screens THIS PUCKING FRIDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

http://www.sexandthecitymovie.com/

i heart SATC to DEATH.

i just told my sister this..

"i dont care when it starts!... all i know is even if i have to sit for a paper tomorrow and the movie starts today.. i will run to the nearest most kosong cinema to watch it nevertheless.."..

my sister's reply: SIAO

i actually cry each time the trailer flashes across my eyes... especially in the cinema.

even though i did not really grow up with them, but this sixseasonseries taught me a whole lot about men, sex and the importance of girlfriends.. and oh yea... labels. hehe i love them. especially charlotte.