unwanted attention
A LOT OF PPL HAVE BEEN SAYING THAT I AM FAT!!!! yes yes yes.. so what if i have grown fatter..
my cousin gave me the 'best' reaction.. it has been 2 yrs since i last saw him. when he saw me last friday he was like "WOAH!.... WHAT THE HELL... WHAT HAPPENED!? WHY SO FAT ALREADY!?.. FAT GIRL!.. SEI FEI PO!" pu nia bo!..
then KENG MING!! lee keng ming.. i forbid u to ever open ur mouth infront of me to comment about my weight gain!..
Ivan Ong!.. haih.. nuff said..
i know i should not feel insecure bout my weight, my size, my body... but when u are packing ur bag to go somewhere, choosing clothes,.. and u try on ur clothes... u cant help but feel horrified by the image in the mirror..... if this looks fat, that looks fat... wear what?.. there is seriously nothing i can wear in my cupboard!
and i cant stop eating!!!...
i wanna go to gym..
i wanna go do yoga
i wanna attend dancing classes..
but all these i have to rule out cause my dad wont let me!.. plus.... i very lazy to go also!
i wanna go swimming!
i wanna play badminton
but then very lazy
aahh!..
seriously.. i cant take this anymore..
i am going to take everything as it is..
i am going to let things flow naturally
i am not going to let anyone say that i am fat and make me feel worthless..
so.. when u see me.. don give me those BIG BIG reactions and ask me what happened for i dunno it myself!
so here are the photos... keep those big reactions, wide-mouth gasps and harsh comments to u urself and ur computer!.. :)
fatty me with an HERMES BIRKIN BAG!!!! i was practically holding a car cause that orange bag costs SGD 30,000.. WT#$#@$#@
my dad purposely took this picture cause.. he too .. thinks i look extremely fat from this angle..good... he is very wrong to think that i wont commit suicide
p.s. so next time u see me, pls act natural!
6 comments:
hey girl.. haha, wat a coincident... u're not fat k... sumtimes just bcoz of the ankle prob oni la.. 'u're beautiful, no matter wat they say, words cant bring me down' haha...
another thing, i did checked out connie talbot... guess wat? like amanda, the judge.. i was crying too... cant believe a 6 years old girl can have tat voice.. got technique one de lo.. =P
ahhaha.. yea la.. somehow i say to myself.. i am not fat... i just put on weight thats all..! but then ah.. my arms ah!!.. a lot of clothes i cannot wear anymore...!!
i really feel like doing a wardrobe overhaul.. bcos.. i only wear 2/10 of the clothes..
hehe.. u mean u already knew about connie b4 this?.. yea I KNOW!!! i also wanna cry.. her voice entered my soul!~~ and she was soooo sweet.. and simon cowell was so nice!!..
hey .. do not let ppl get to you la. you are not fat. not at all. seriously, just the angle. :)
yea.... thanks...
i am... surviving thru those cruel words thrown at me..
mei weeeen.... i want that birkin bag.... touch touch also can dy...pls......
haha.. come with me to singapore la!... but then that one... wan my aunt to take out those bags is harder than striking lucky draw
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