it isnt as bad as u think....

sorry.. this is not a post on my australia trip hahahha... for those of u who are waiting... pls keep waiting. cause i need to choose the best pictures to be uploaded. anyway.... just wanna share something with my closest friends.

sometimes... we really dont know what will befall us.
sometimes... we wont even know it just happened after it really did. either good or bad.
sometimes... we seriously should just live in the moment and enjoy each and every second. either good or bad.

i've witnessed something and learnt something this week.
i playfully went for some thai fortune telling the other day and he said something bad may happen to me and it may hurt me from below the eyes to the back of my head. SCARY!.. but i just do not know why. i didnt really care cause if that is my life then so be it. cause after 20 yrs of living in this world i came to this notion

sometimes... it's really not as bad as u think it is.
u will only think it is BAD before it happens... and after it happens and u wont know how did u get through it just like that.

because u know... watever happens... it happened for a reason and good and bad will DEFINITELY come out from it TOGETHER.

i was looking through all my old (camwhore) photos today.. (i divided everything into months) (i always tell everyone that taking pictures of urself like a vain-ass is good because u get to see how much u have changed over the years..... and boy it did!)
i looked at all of them and i seriously regretted... regretted why didnt i care for my complexion that much. because a yr ago, my skin was near perfect!... it was so good! i wasnt that into makeup last yr so i am sure it isnt make up! so i decided to add them into a folder of photos.. depicting my journey of having ugly breakouts all over my face. (most of u should know that i had terrible breakout all over my face a few months ago!) and oh my god..... my face was in the worst state during april. like my face had boils all over .. and i kept taking pictures of myself thinking that these boils are minor stuffs and ignorable... looking back at these pictures...
I SERIOUSLY DIDNT THINK THAT I WAS THAAAAT UGLY BEFORE....
SERIOUSLY... not many of u have seen the complexion that i had.. even i myself didnt remember..

but i was also lucky that when i had these ugly boils i was in a busy state.. busy with my assignments so i didnt really had time to fret about it everyday..
oh wait.. i think i did.... hahaha!

so i just wanna say... whatever hardships that u are going through now.. just go through it and look forward.. before u know it, u will get through everything and look back.. and think.. boy... how did i get through it? great... i am still here!.. :)

watched little miss sunshine today.. i love this dialogue.. and imdb rocks! hahhaha

Dwayne: I wish I could just sleep until I was eighteen and skip all this crap-high school and everything-just skip it.
Frank: Do you know who Marcel Proust is?
Dwayne: He's the guy you teach.
Frank: Yeah. French writer. Total loser. Never had a real job. Unrequited love affairs. Gay. Spent 20 years writing a book almost no one reads. But he's also probably the greatest writer since Shakespeare. Anyway, he uh... he gets down to the end of his life, and he looks back and decides that all those years he suffered, Those were the best years of his life, 'cause they made him who he was. All those years he was happy? You know, total waste. Didn't learn a thing. So, if you sleep until you're 18... Ah, think of the suffering you're gonna miss. I mean high school? High school-those are your prime suffering years. You don't get better suffering than that.