i don care..

i don care whether u think of me as
stubborn
egoistic
show-off
naive
loud
fierce
sensitive
critical
tense
full of rubbish

I JUST CAN'T BE WHAT EVERYONE WANTS ME TO BE!..

i have a life u know?..

i hate it when people try to prove to me that they are so much better, always call me to see the things they do when they say its bcos they wanna teach me, not showing off but actually its the other way round!

i hate it when they snatch the things i have fun doing from me.. bcos.. they too.. wanna have fun but too stupid to ask in a good way!.. manners.. my dear!

i hate it when someone asks me about something.. and i M REALLY GLAD, WILLING AND HAPPY to help them.. then some asshole comes along and say.. "COME LA.. I DO LA.. SHE DOESN'T KNOW ANYTHING WAN LA!" fkcb

i hate it when they say something i don like.. and i say something back.. bcos i really wan them to stop talking.. and then they keep on rebut - always have to have the last say!!.. and yes.. i found a new way to shut them up.. by.. shutting myself up first.. =)

i hate it when i do know bout that thing, i am sure that it is like that, and that someone not even really sure, relying only on the information they got 10 hours b4.. and try to tell me that their information is correct.. when i tell them in a proper way... of course... that my info is more accurate.. they argue even further that what they know is correct..

i hate it when they get me into trouble.. and when i get scolding.. they keep quiet there..

i hate it when i help them the most, doing everything for them, sacrifice my time for them, and the only thing they know is praise someone else who did nothing for them.

i hate it when i felt like i am at the top of the world, being praised by someone.. then they have to bring me down, by saying "NO LA!!.. SHE WHERE GOT GOOD... she doesnt know anything la.. PRETTY MEH?.. no la!.. her sister prettier!!" mdfkcb..

i know... life is full of ups and downs,
i have to be patient, things are not always that easy
i need to let go.. and let other ppl do things their way cause i might learn something. but i seriously do not want to learn it... the way where i have to swallow their ugly pride.. and let them show off and get fucking recognition by ppl i want to impress the most.
i am sure i am not doing all those things for recognition as well,
i really wanna help.. but .. pls.. give me some credit.. i am still a human after all..

my feelings need to be respected.. why do u only care bout ur feelings.. are u the only one alive?.. no..!

SO FUCKING STOP CALLING ME NAMES!!!!!..

seriously i do not know why i need to respect u.. who really cares if u were just joking.. everything has its limits..


the contents of this post is directed to a bunch of people.. not only one person. thank. u.. don need to ask me who.. cause all of u would be appalled!