WHy?!

haih... didnt have a good day today... though i still act crazy in college and home but i just don feel happy with the way things around me are going.. and i couldnt stop bullying my sister and joey today.. aaah!!!!

first..slept at 2 am to finish my draft for FMI to show my lecturer today.. at first.. i very bersemangat.. until the end.. i just simply blab blab blab.. lazy to find more references... so i just typed.. we should raise the BLR which currently stands around 6.25% but it varies between banks.. i know that it is a good point - well the lecturer said so..- .. but this stupid sentence that i constructed makes it "huh?.. and that is convincing enuff tht it shall be one of the actions to lower the bankruptcy rate among youngsters?" ... just what the hell did i type?.. i did not even want to care anymore.. so i handed it to the lecturer.. like said.. he said the point and idea is there.. but... PLASTIC PRESENTATION.... i have to redo.... yes.. i know.. shouldnt be more motivated to check on friendster and useless emails than to do my degree coursework.. what to do? LAZY.. ok.. now.. the more i read what i did.. the more i think i should put more effort in what i do.. i am a big girl now.. should be more responsible for things assigned to me and i shall do it more than what ppl expect!

Second, I waited for almost an hour for my stupid chicken rice to come..! my morning class ended at 12… and my noon class started at 1… and my food came exactly at…. ONE!.(I had to miss 40 minutes of degree class).. and u know what reason the waiter gave me?... “sorry ah.. our chef was trying to catch the chicken.. the chicken was running around at the back!”…. I really didn’t know whether to laugh or CRY.. well.. my friends laughed.. so .. I laughed as well.. but I really wanted to cry.. “U HAVE TO TELL ME THIS STUPID JOKE TO MAKE ME THINK THAT IT’S WORTHWILE TO WAIT?!” eat shit ler… but the restaurant is a nice place to go to…. IF I DO NOT HAVE AFTERNOON CLASS..

Third.. it was after degree class n it was already 4.. we (Adrian, me, sweeann, and joey) stayed in the classroom and talked about a loooot of stuffs.. then Yap* came in trying to talk to us bout his new hp business..chat chat chat.. I kept on asking them to leave.. nobody seems to hear me?~.. fine.. then when I got down to lobby.. it was already drizzling.. fine lo. Then teman Joey Photostat notes.. then when we are all done.. the rain got more and more heavy.. heavy until I cannot see the buildings around.. it scared me more when I see the pour together with strong wind.. suddenly felt lonely and helpless~~.. my umbrella did not help either.. hard for me to explain.. I need to cross the street.. see car.. but car wont see me.. see motorbike cause they suck.. see ppl cos scared their umbrella kena me.. see where got deep spots bcos scared kena splash.. came to one point where I was trying to cross the road and I almost got blown away.. my whole body was soaking wet!.. my shoes.. huh!.. like I was walking on sponge!. Reach pWtc liao.. nvm.. let my mum scold cause I made her wait.. wah liao.. damn babi@#$#@#$.. U think I play in the rain ah?! WHAT HAPPENED TO THE NATURE!.. mother nature facing menopause… suddenly hot like kena barbecue.. suddenly rain as if we caught fire..!~~ WORLD IS NOT A PLACE FOR US TO LIVE IN ANYMORE!..

*Yap is a technician guy working in my college.. an aquarius, not cute, not well built, irritating but helpful, every staff adores him, and he is downright arrogant!.. he plans to start the hp business opposite my college.. and … he was born in 1989.. someone younger than me wants to start a business.. that’s so…… gonna make me feel useful!

So sorry. I still have things to say..

Fourth… after I reached home.. I dashed into the bathroom to do something which I don’t normally do right after I come back from college… BATHE.. then come out.. blow my hair nice nice.. change into clothes.. put on earrings, pack my bag .. was in a great mood and ready to go out to fetch sau kuan and join the others in 1U to watch STOMP THE YARD (I want to watch it…).. then while I was packing things to my bag.. sau kuan called and I heard something that I dreaded like shit!..

She said.. “eh mei wen… u haven’t go out issit?.. u better don go out… cause the plan tonight is cancelled…jiahau cant make it, kae jun cant make.. so we will have to change it to Saturday..”..

great!.. just perfect.. see..? never want something too much cause u just wont get it.. and what is going to make things better is that I have dinner this Saturday night.. didn’t want to go as well but my mum really made me go and I feel bad ffk her cause not enuff ppl to sit our table (the table and food has been paid)… haih suan la.. CLOSE MY EYES AND EVERYTHING WILL BE ALRIGHT!

And I hope the problems will stop here!!.. get ready for a better tomorrow! … thank u for reading.. even if u have skipped to this paragraph..

and oh yea.. FCUK MOTORCYCLISTS WHO THINK THEY OWN THE ROAD... U THINK U WHAT?.. PLS LO.. U ALL SMALL FRY.. WE ALL BIG BURGER ok!?! IF WE PUT SIGNAL LET US GO.. U SO SMALL U CAN MOVE AWAY RIGHT..?!.. DON HAVE TO HIT OUR CAR RIGHT?. KNOW LA.. OUR CAR MORE BEAUTIFUL THAN UR TOY TOY... JEALOUS LEH!??!... IDIOT ITCHY BACKSIDE.. REALLY FEEL LIKE HITTING THEIR HEAD ON THE WALL.. WANT TO TAKE A TRACTOR AND SMASH THEIR BONES!!..AAAHAHHH!!! HATRED HATRED HATRED!... IF THESE PEOPLE WILL BE OUR LEADERS IN THE FUTURE.. I CANT IMAGINE LIVING IN MALAYSIA IN THE FUTURE THEN.. THIS IS TO WHOEVER WHO MADE THAT STATEMENT!!!