CNY is here already?

hmmm... is it me or... has the economy gone so bad that everyone scrimped at putting up more deco for cny...

must be me...

I used to long and wait impatiently during the days leading up to CNY.. especially when i was still a student in Bestari. The recess and lunch breaks that we take are always accompanied by.. strong winds aka Chinese New Year wind. Oh and the happy faces of my friends on the last few days b4 the festive holiday just made me lagi impatient.. bcos it's holiday... i would be going vacation, going around getting angpaus... visiting long not seen relatives.. it was such a coool time!

now.... after i started working (well.. in my sister's shop) those feelings just lost.
no more cny wind cause i am stuck in the shop whole day whole week...
no more holiday cause ppl only come out and buy things on their holidays thus no holiday for me.
no more going around seeing deco cause..... i cant really go out shopping cause i am not free remember?
i even have no time to eat a proper dinner with my mum!

wtf.

i am not ranting.. i am just.... expressing my displease of working life.

i was telling my sister the things that i wanna buy buy buy...

my sister said "dont u think that once u are in this retail business... u have no time to go out for retail shopping anymore?"

yea... and when me and my sister do go out shopping, we have to hurry go out.. get our neccessities and leave. so sien la.

but i wouldnt say being a student is better either. at least when i work i get money at the end of the month and i dont need to come up with reasons when i ask from dad money.

i have so many things on my mind, so many disappointments, so many displeases, so many sad facts around me that i cant help but... can't notice the happy things around me.

i know it's bad.. i cant really voice them out either.. cause i'd just be the most selfish person in the world and i dont think ppl around me deserve what i feel about them.

well well.... all's well end's well. and the sun will shine at the end of the day cause CNY IS COMING!!

MONEY MONEY MONEY!!!!

oh.. did i tell u guys i watched Mamma Mia the musical?
it was... PHENOMENAL!!!!!!!!

:D

Apart from all the sadness i feel... i am sure i will be happier after cny and hope all of u do too!

here from me...

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!
IT'S DEFINITELY THAT TIME OF THE YEAR AGAIN!
Tok tok chang!* tok tok chang!*

i wish for myself and all my darlings...
those who are single, hope that u are either still happily single or happily attached by next yr
those who are attached, hope that u are either still happily attached or happily married by next yr
those who are working, hope that u all can belanja me at least one meal by next yr
those who are still studying, hope that u pass with flying colours and only find me when u start working... hehe
those who are managing a business themselves.... SHENG YI XING LONG k?

:D...

oh.. my ox friends. bcareful next yr!