hiya

have created this blog for like a year plus.. but only 2 posts in it... pai seh... i suddenly got the feeling of posting a blog after reading michelle's blog.. oh god... if u wanna cry and need something to make u feel guilty of the way u treat ur dad... well.. go read it!!.. me-shel.blogspot.com
so sad!!.... ok .. not gonna comment how i feel bcos.. u will really look down on me.

but anyway... i realised something.. MEN can really be WORSE than WOMEN!!!
they are what i call 4 SEASONs!!... their mood swings can be TERRIBLY BAD... they like to make fun of u.... kacau u.... and when u get irritated... u scold them... and there.. they rage up and say that we are crazy for shouting at them.. wtf?... sounds fair?.. DEFINITELY NOT!...

of course not all men are such kind... but i really want to pinpoint that person out... its is my irritating shitty brother... he is like what?.. 27 yrs old? and he is acting like he is 7! I do not know if i will regret saying this.... I WANT HIM TO GET MARRIED AND MOVE OUT AS EARLY AS POSSIBLE... mayb i am just saying this out of being mad at him but seriously.. this thought is ALWAYS on my mind.. so how wrong can i be?... though there mayb cons of him moving out.. like.. no one will help me fix computer if anything happens... no one to accompany me when i need to go somewhere or stay at home... and yea. .. there is always a diff feeling when the person is there and not there. But i've gotten used to it when he stayed in America for the last 4 yrs. Yea, still.. its really diff.
But... he can be a really pain in the ass... i know sometimes i always like to prove that i am right... and i can really be a pain in the ass too.. but then... when its really clear that he is wrong.... and i cant help but fight back, he becomes an asshole! like just now... he was standing at this spot outside his room watching the tv... then i went to his room to search for something. then he came in and ask what am i doing in his room... so after being clear.. he helped me search. but that thing couldnt be found so i went outside and something on tv caught my eye.. i stopped on the spot where he was standing and watched the tv.. then he said.. move away... or was it stand aside?... anyway.. so i said while walking away.. "you can stand at the side and still watch tv right?" ..then he fought back... "why don U do that?" i replied "sheeeeeesh...." and somethign else i forgot.. he scolded me back... "u always like to look for fight wan oh??"
i dun understand.. if he sees me standing on that spot.. a normal person.. would stand somewhere else where the tv can still be watched...
this reminds me when i was watching tv sitting on what we call "chao chang po" its the most comfortable chair in the whole living room.. he was watching the tv as well.. then i walked to the kitchen... he took over my chair.. when i came bck, i said nothing n sat on the wooden couch bside the comfy chair. so how hard is it to stand aside and keep his big mouth shut?!...
urgh...

ok.. next topic..
next week.. 29th June 2006.. i will be going to Redang! yeay!.. wooo!! with Pooi, Sau, Mien, Yvonne, Jia Hau, Charlie, Yy, KaeJun, Kah Cheong, Cole, Skye, Jian Wen and i think i left someone out... =p hahaha!! we will be staying in laguna gardenview.. and will back to KL on the 2nd of July.. But something is tearing my mind apart... i have 2 assignments i have to complete b4 i go redang.. and the date of submission is 30th!! wht the hell!!!!!! so i have to b really hardworking and finish them up by this week!!.. and go shopping the next week!!

next topic...
yee LYN COMING BACK!!! aah!! miss her so much.. hope i will be seeing her more than the last time she came back.. but i cant blame her though.. she has far more important person to meet.. MELVIN GOH... when i see the face she shows when we talk bout melvin.. makes me... long for a bf.. makes me long for the car service guy to b my bf.. i really miss him.. its a real stupid infatuation towards that stupid guy...

well.. he is not stupid.. he is really clever.. in cars.. other than that.. he is not gentleman, egoistic, teaser and downright arrogant... and oh yea.. have i left out.. his star sign is aries.. which is quite a nono to taureans.. but.. rachel tan is a taurean.. and her bf is an arien. so i think it all just depends.. but i really hope that me and him are good for each other..? but after knowing him better.. i find that if it werent for his stupid good looks... i'd have hated him... but.. if he wasnt that good looking i wouldnt have the initiative to even talk to him or to know him better.. wahah!!! anyway.. he doesnt like to go to cinemas.. so ... HOW WELL WORKED OUT CAN WE BE? i LOVE MOVIES... he said that he doesnt go to the cinemas bcos he doesnt like to queue up to buy tickets.. in short.. he hates queuing(is that the right spelling?).. anyway.. one thing.. many ppl think that i am impatient and bla bla bla.. but actually .. in terms of bf.. i am quite patient i think haha!.. so.. i am the patient one.. and he the impatient one (he surely is.. more than me!) and yea.. i think we can fill each other's blanks.. get what i mean?..

anyway.. getting late.. goodnite yo!